By Your Window

So no, you didn't expect me
The sun, the rain, or the storm
Well, I never anticipated feeling each of those in your arms

Maybe I came when I did just to make you smile
or to deflect some of your pain
Or maybe what happens every moment we're together
is as unexplainable and rare as the sun beaming down through the rain

I don't know what to tell you to do now
I can't explain how this got so swiftly so deep
This isn't like me
But I've been besotted by you by day
and by night you permeate my sleep

So I don't know what to make of your words
It wasn't my intention to make you decide
I'm so sorry that I can't keep my patience intact
and suppress all these feelings inside

So to say that I'm changed by you as well
and that I'll never be the same isn't enough
You've torrefied my soul my love
I've given up fighting the flames
-ABH-