All I have is what's racing through my head and it drives me up these colorless walls
Listening to voices telling me what I need to think and trying my best not to crawl
Cold water burns my veins like the hot that once flowed effortlessly and free
Remembering holding your hands and kissing your mouth as you say how much you need me
Demoted to a position I never would have dreampt pursuing on my own
This inchoate love already drilled deep and fixed within these bones
I am better at being on my own for I can't give all of something that's incomplete
Thrown from your window, nothing could break my fall to the concrete
Now everything is fine and new, and we carry on like wounds were never cut
But my sutured soul reminds me of the purulent remains still festering deep in my gut
I'll talk to you and pretend the things you say don't hurt, while I reiterate my "tough girl face"
I try to keep elation at bay, because reality will always come back to put me in my place
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
My Flip Flopped in Two
I have to get another phone because I fell asleep with mine after a lonnnng and late night trip back from Kentucky over the weekend. And alas, my phone broke in half, the flip part literally broke right off. So I still have a screen, which means I can text. And there is a little bitty part of the flip left which allows me to "close" the phone so that it doesn't dial random people and what not. I can still take calls as long as I have them on speaker phone. But today I'm gonna try to go and get another phone. Anywho, you know how this works. Now I have to take note of my favorite saved texts that will be gone forever once I get my new phone, so here goes....
You gotta make a move before you figure that one out
Oct 27, 2009
You you
Oct 27,2009
You do
Oct 27,2009
No sleep for me tonite and my @** hurts!
Nov 20, 2009 2:54am
Me too! Ok good night i will see u in the morning-oh how long does our conversation have to be?
Nov 20, 2009 2:57am
How spiritual are you? We're having breakfast for Jesus!
Dec. 12, 2009
This is the elusive jules @ my cleaning job...1st time 2 nt run away frm me. But I swear shes 'mean muggin' me...isnt that a snarl? Or maybe just her elvis impersonation.
Dec. 21, 2009
This pics worth a million words.
Dec. 30, 2009
I got the saggy eye..i hate mornings, but laying next to Nanna makes it better. Poppa wants to know if u got his message last nite?
Jan. 3, 2010
Youre like a bag of chips and more
Jan. 6, 2010
Tom Cruise' wife in valkyrie reminds me of you
Jan 9, 2010
I wrapped it up about 10 min ago. Its already bled through. I need nursey brookey poo. :(
Jan. 11, 2010
Bout time ultra amazing lady friend of mine.
Jan. 14, 2010
lol im sry, good morning. In eng-i missed you, alot.
Jan. 14, 2010
Youre one fine girly
Jan. 14, 2010
My cats are gay lovers..fat gay lovers...
Jan. 14, 2010
1)Reminds me of the dissapointment in ur voice 2)he says my woman 3)the sky is bluer when ur around
Jan. 16,2010
God i miss u so much.
Jan. 17, 2010
"C the months they dnt matter, its the days i cnt take. When the hrs move to min's and im sec's away."
Jan. 17, 2010
Good morn.
Jan. 18, 2010
Have you read the semi new brochure on the Bible yet?
Jan. 26, 2010
Me either...sounds like we need some buddy system action
Jan. 26, 2010
I love talking to you as soon as i can. Having you to talk to makes getting started easier.
Jan. 28, 2010
Look familiar?
Feb. 3, 2010
My tuesday drummer boy get up
Feb. 9, 2010
"When she smiles at me, im gonna take my chance."
Feb. 17, 2010
Tiger apologized..so were back together..:)
Feb. 19, 2010
You read about Maggot wound treatment? Think it will fly on my skills test if I bring some maggots and slap 'em on my manaquine?
Feb. 22, 2010
Poor moose. Its good for you. You'll be a smart globe trottin moose.
Feb. 22, 2010
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